i dont care.

THANK YOU. My parents made me get my ears pierced when I was 4 DAYS OLD. Up until a couple of years ago, I hated them. Because I had them for so long, they never closed up. It was a permanent hole in my ear… I was legit always covering my ears with my hair. I never wanted anyone too see my piercings.

Outside, really?? I don’t even see a point to the ‘artist’ wearing gloves…

Sometimes I stay up at night wishing someone would love me.

cool fucking story bro.

Honestly, I’m pretty good at figuring people out. But recently I’ve realized I can’t even figure myself out. I don’t know who the fuck I am, and I don’t know why the fuck people hate me so much.

I try so hard to be nice to everyone, I try to hard not to start trouble… And I AM nice to people, and I DONT start trouble. But for someone reason I drive people away until they just hate me. It’s happened over and over again.

It’s like I’m completely alone in the world and their is nothing I can do about it. No matter what I do I’m always wrong, no matter how hard I try I’m never good enough. I try and try and try and I always get the same result, either I’m ignored, or hated.

Here’s a couple secrets; I’m really badly depressed and I try to hide it by laughing and pretending I don’t care, I cry myself to sleep every night while having panic attacks about the next day, my ‘friends’ are making it worse, I’ve try to kill myself twice and I’d try again because I don’t even care anymore.

So there you go, my life story for the whole internet too see. Hope my ‘friends’ who follow me read this, because I’m sick of keeping secrets and trying to make everyone like me.

lol thanks bro :)